An imprint I got from Alex Vartman thenewtantra.com at the men core workshop when he openly spoke
about himself at the end of the retreat.
When he spoke about “there is nothing behind your eyes”, nothing. No worries,
no thoughts. When he said this , I felt
my belly go very soft and sensual/orgasmic. It spread out like a shower into my
whole body. A great down to earth feeling and light feeling…hmmmm.
How did I found out it was an imprint or felt this same
feeling again and even stronger?
Well; I did found out only recently playing sexual with a beautifull woman. We played with energy… very strong energy. She
talked in a NO language (just making sounds; my daughter often does the same with
me talking with no real meanings to the words amazing stuff makes my brains
being closed and open to new dimensions) I did talk back in real words telling
her I was in indian country beautifull, with hills water etc .She felt like and
indian woman. This talking of mine would make our energy taking of even stronger. We ended
up in strong energy fucking with nice orgasms.. and more…
The more we got into all of this the more I started feeling
this nothingness. To describe nothingness is kind of difficult when there is
nothing. It does feel very nice… like being in a 3D black space… What is remarkable, is that I feel aware and
present. The days after I still felt & feel this energy. Light & down
to earth, happy and healthy.
Roshi
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